My mind and heart are at war
Uncertain of what my future has in store
I’m transforming. I can feel it
The Hyde in me is emerging, bit by bit
Sorrow to myself do I intend to cause
My acts of wrongdoing receive no applause
I’ve lost the little child I once was
Turning attune to tragedies and loss
Shocks are invited by the person I’ve become
My deeds are unbearable and disgusting to some
I’ve never claimed to be sunshine
But my lights diminishing with passing time
My soul is eclipsed by evil and sin
I know what’s right, but I don’t let it win
Theres a sadistic joy in treading forbidden ground
My deeds, myself, never fail to, astound
When am I changing back?
When is this full moon going to wane?
I’m losing control. Gaining slack.
I’m tired. But can’t stop inflicting pain
I don’t know myself anymore
I’m so much more different than I was before
I look in the mirror and stare at my eyes
That no longer worries, no longer cries
Is this monster, I see, really me?
For the first time in my life
I want to disagree
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